I’ve never felt so useless
So worthless, so unreal
And never has anyone
Ever made me feel
That I didn’t measure up
Or I wasn’t good enough
It’s just the mask I wear
That says I’m really tough
But underneath I’m weak
Filled with doubt and insecure
As I watch our love fade away
All alone I shed a tear
I never feel appreciated
Affection seldom is shown to me
A little give and a little take
Is what loves supposed to be
But every time I fail
It’s the first thing that you see
And it always goes unnoticed
every time I succeed
such a miserable life
each night hoping not to wake
the spark of my life
my existence slowly fades….
SoulSciencePoetry 