So I’ll Cry

VERSE 1

I cant sleep at night without you,

Our bed seems so cold.

every night I dream about you,

but have only your pillow to hold.

your clothes still in the closet,

my heart shattered on the floor.

cause you dont love me anymore.

CHORUS

So tonight I’ll cry a river…

and drown in my tears..

I wonder does he love you..

as much as I do here..

now that you have gone away…

I can never get to sleep..

every night I try to rest…

all I can do is weep…

You are in my memories..

yes, you are there to stay…

but maybe by tomorrow…

I’ll wash them all away..

So I’ll cry…So I’ll cry…So I’ll cry..

VERSE 2

What could I have said.

to change the way you feel?

Now that your love is dead,

my heart is standing still.

Gold ring still on my finger,

but yours lying on the floor..

Cause you dont love me anymore…

Relative

I’ve been Loved I’ve been hated I’ve been lied to I’ve been betrayed at the end of the day it all comes down to your expectations of what someone will give you. We don’t always choose the best people to hand over our most valued possessions too such as our love and trust and empathy things that you can’t buy in any store. But what does happen is that we learn lessons great valuable lessons from the ones that we impart our dearest treasures to and we see just how they treat them never cast your pearls before swine but how do you know who is the swine? Everything we do is simply relative to the person we do it for. Everything is relative. Life’s lessons that we learn after every single heartache fall and triumph teaches us what is relative to what situation. You can only expect a creature to show its true nature.

Old Pages

As we rip out old pages from the book

That tells the story of our lives

We notice many pages are illegible and hard to read

Smeared by countless tears that have fallen

From our eyes over the many years

Very few pages invoke happy memories

And fewer even put a smile on our faces

Together we allow the wind to blow away

These sorted detached leaves of the past

In order to begin a new chapter

Written with the quill of the heart

The ink of passion

And the language of love

We now write another story together

A fairy tale for those who believe

There is no other on earth I want to share this story with

Other than you,my princess

As the brightest star in my sky, you shine

As a loving companion, you’re mine

As my entire world, you turn

As my hott little princess, you burn

As I once again put the pieces together

You hold the glue, because you love me

Now I can truly fly on the winds that whisper of love

My broken wings are mended

My broken heart held together by you

A light at the end of my darkest days

You shine

Like a lighthouse

Guiding a lost ship

To safety

The light that leads me back home to you

Too Far Gone

Too Far Gone

Verse 1

MY HEAD NOW FEELS

AS IF IT’S GONNA SPLIT

AND EVERYTHING SEEMS

AS IF IT’S MOVING TOO FAST

IM JUST LOOKING FOR THAT SOOTHING FEELING

ONE THAT CAN RELAX ME

ONE THAT CAN LAST…….

Break

IT’S ALL GONNA CHANGE NOW

SOMETHINGS GOTTA BREAK

SCREAMING FOR RELIEF

SOME PEACE OF MIND FOR HEAVENS SAKE

WHERE DO I GO NOW

IS THERE NO ESCAPE

WHY ARE THOSE ARMS OF COMFORT…

SO FAR AWAY…SO FAR AWAY

Verse 2

CLOSE MY EYES

BREATHE IN DEEP

THE DARKNESS COMES

BUT I STILL CAN’T SLEEP

CAN ANYTHING SAVE ME

AM I TOO FAR GONE

CONSUMED AND HELPLESS

NEVER FELT SO ALL ALONE…

SO ALL ALONE..

Ending Bridge

FEEL ME

LOOK IN-

SIDE MY SOUL

YOU WILL SEE

A DARK PLACE

A DEEP HOLE

AM I

TOO FAR GONE..

Stay The Night

Verse 1

BABY I KNOW IT’S GETTING SO LATE

WE’VE BEEN GOING AT IT ALL DAY

MAKING LOVE HAS NEVER FELT SO RIGHT

I DON’T WANNA LET GO TILL MORNING LIGHT

WE’VE JUST MET,YEAH WE’RE MOVING SO FAST

BUT I’M LOST IN THIS MOMENT

AND I JUST HOPE IT’LL LAST

Chorus

IT IS ALRIGHT…IF YOU STAY THE NIGHT

IN THE MORNING WHEN WE WAKE AND..

LOOK INTO EACH OTHERS EYES

WILL YOU HONESTLY

FEEL YOU STILL NEED ME

OR DO YOU THINK YOU’LL SAY

HEY , WE JUST MADE A BIG MISTAKE

Bridge

NOW AS WE TALK

WITH FEW WORDS TO SAY

WE FEEL THE NIGHT WE SHARED

IS SOMETHING WE JUST CANT EXPLAIN

WHATS LEFT FOR US

WE’VE CROSSED THE LINE

IT’S OUT OF OUR CONTROL NOW

BUT BABY WE’LL BE JUST FINE

Rented Demons

So what is wrong with me?

Why do you seem to hold anger towards ne for what you have done?

Am I responsible for what you decide to do to us?

How can I be to blame for what I had no control over?

Obviously I have no control over you.

Nothing I say seems to hold any value to you.

Bitterness is a cold and deadly poison.

A toxin that runs through a person and causes blindness.

No longer can you see what lies before you.

Your eyes deceive you from full realization.

Acknowledgment of the love reaching for you.

Wanting nothing more than just to be a part of you.

Who you are, who you could be, and what you cause them to be.

No longer do you realize the impact you have on their happiness.

The need still resides within them.

They still desire you.

Afraid to Fall

Alone in his room he wonders

as he lies awake in bed

will she open up her heart to him?

so many questions in his head

he sees something in her eyes

that make him hungry for more

if he begins to lean on her too much

and it happens like before…

………………………………………….

He could fall again

theres just no way to win

there is reason for concern

a dreadful lesson has been learned

all because of the past

he is walking on broken glass

so afraid to fall

hey. aren’t we all

afraid to fall?

…………………………………………..

He so scared to trust her

but he just wants to believe

she will always be by his side

and never ever leave

promises to “always love”

seem to come so easily

confused and concerned

as anyone would be

……………………………………………

I just want you to believe in me

Is that too much to ask of you

I just want to see the love

you have for me in all you do

A need to feel the security

and know you’ll always be mine

an understanding that keeps us close

as problems come up from time to time

I just want to believe in you

and always know I’ve got a friend

someone I love with all my heart

who will be there till the end

There’s nothing like that special someone

whom we give our all and all

everyone wants it oh so bad

but we’re just afraid to fall.

 

 

 

Where You Belong

In the pages of my story of love

or in the words of my favorite song

in my dreams as i lay sleeping

in my heart is where you belong

………………………………………………

If i can’t feel the warmth of your body

or the touch of your hand, then something is wrong

the smell of your hair as I hold you against me

embraced in my arms is where you belong

……………………………………………….

I can feel your presence within these rooms

in this house we now call home

theres no question at all, I am certain

in my life is where you belong.