If I could have foreseen yesterday
what has transpired today
I would’ve said goodbye to you
And sent you on your way
I cannot fight these waves of doubt
and tides of pain, there’s no way out
Can’t seem to break free
Of this hurt inside of me
….
I still remember a world
Where our lives were intertwined
A perfect mix of love and joy
Filled our days as well as nights
Now it’s just a dark place
Where no one wants to be
So very hard to get there
A place inside of me
….
What was I thinking
You’re not one of a kind
I must have been drinking
And totally out of my mind
Now my hearts sinking
Once again, I take a dive
Into the sea… the sea of my mind
….
So much anger, so much grief
A storm is raging inside of me
So much love you threw away
Tell me why you couldn’t stay
Now I’m drowning cat you see
In my own misery
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